I think I’m going thru some
kind of awakening. Long story but my current experience is that I’m the opposite of boring. I have never been manic and no one in my family has been, but this lifelong introvert has become so outgoing I hardly recognize myself. It’s a bit scary as well as funny—tonight I actually argued with my husband because I didn’t like his response when I asked what he’d do if I got burned at the stake. He said, “I wouldn’t want to stand there and watch,” and I was like, “Seriously? You’d just abandon me? “

The man is a saint.

I think there are probably many kinds of awakening. I have been doing heavy duty trauma healing for some time and the current thing evolved out of that. No secrets there any more.